I wanted to write this on the terrace; soaking in the light gentle breeze and sunset coloring the sky with a tint of orange on blues filled with puffy clouds. I am not writing with any specific purpose to convey in this piece. All I felt was the need to pour out words on paper. Abstract thoughts. Moments.
I am in a moment where I feel content and present. I also feel anxious and excitement brewing as I move towards my new beginning. New places are always new beginnings.
I am in a moment where I feel content and present. I also feel anxious and excitement brewing as I move towards my new beginning. New places are always new beginnings.
But right now, I am still here. Trying to capture everything that I see, smell, touch, read, hear and observe desperately. I don’t want to ruin this delicate moment of joy by being overly emotional or dramatic. It’s a simple evening after all; simplicity that holds its beauty firm. I am grateful for the people in my life who made me feel warm smiling in my presence. I made them smile and I like it.
Thank you for being so close. This goodbye feels bitter-sweet, like a warm cup of hot chocolate with a dash of coffee- contrasting yet meant to be with each other without definitions. And I leave it that way. Without damaging by contemplating its deeper meaning. Just feeling everything I can before I leave.
Leave with memories.
Again.
